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Thursday, June 01, 2006

believe me

dear...there's no more ady..no more!!! sorry i lie to you...dun leave me..please..i nv like any1 except you..dun go away..i dun wan you to go..that's was all in the past..but last nite since we made new promises that i will not confess anything to any1 except you 1st..and i tell you anything you think is bad or gt doubts...please..4gif me..i dun wan this to happen and nv expect this to happen cos it's like nv happen for me to like her b4....

this circle isn't just stepping in and out for the both of us...we had a string tieing on tight to our leg..cos you goes...i will fall and nv stand up again...i writing this out not to gain sympathy or wat..cos i wana prove not only to you and to others that i nv like her...my heart only got you...i nv got any other things to hide except last nite all those..

i dun care you hate me or wat..cos it nv change my love to you...it's not the same thing happening to you again..no phoia cos i really din like her at all..all now we waiting is the proof...i ady clarify things up wif her le..and i promise wun tell any1 about it liao...all the things will be kept between you and me..i know the feeling of being lied...i had 1 oso..but i understand wat's the meaning of this lie...cos i just dun wan any1 to be hurt...and if i really like her then i dun haf to create her link here let you see...cos i tot you will understand...

it's not your fault..it my fault not to make her stop all this..but then so wat if someone wana love you or love me...the main thing is we have to love each other...and i love you so deeply...so deep that i done so much things...that i willing to skip and push aside everything just for you...even we everyday gt some quarreling but it nv make me dislike you..instead i try to learn from my mistakes and change them...i try to be a good guy not to hate others so much cos you wan me to..i try not to be angry about our stuff and small problem becos i oso wan peace between the 2 of us..i meet you everyday just hope to see you smile...it's almost everyday...and now, just a girl like me then you say i like her? i was like omg..hasn't all my effort for you prove anything...even my lie was meant not to hurt u and not to hide watever thing...you see something i dun even wana rmb wat i say..y shld i hide...somemore she herself even said i love you alots...the you means you...that ady prove that i n her are nth...i did tell her that dun wait ady.

sorry to make you think like that..i wun blame you...but please..dun leave ok? we get over it and start our 2nd year with peace and promises that we new held..i wana go chalet wif you...i wana celebrite your bday...i wana enjoy our 1st anniversary..i wana do so much things..study play hug and kisses..ytd you told me to not mit for 3 weeks...my heart was so pain that i cry like as if i nv cry b4...i dun wan you to leave..please...4gif me..there wun be a second time since last nite...lieing to you hurts me even more ...


`Gerald;5:31 PM
`E.N.D`

~~PreCiouS MemOries~~
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~About Me~

Gerald Lim lip giap(quite a weirdo name)
13/04/1987
used to study in yishun primary and sembawang sec
Singapore poly
Areospace electronics
Height : 187cm
Weight : 70kg
*Very ah beng style(not ah beng)<
*learning to change*
*but luvs to study
*hates the rain
*-simplydivine-*
*used to be a extreme bballer
*-broken shoulder and ankle-*
*my bao bei kellyn!!!! i love you*
* if you wana try..then dun do..if you wana do..then try the best!*
* but if you try to test my patience,,then better dun...
* dragon punch highest record 8630*
* Currently playing for yuhua zone 2 and Tong Whye dragons.


CraPPPPP!!

GerAlD Fav!
::Kellyn::
::Angeline::
::Emily the strange::
::YaNzZZ::
::Jaclyn (kell's ah jie)::
::Kai ling::
::Cynthia::
::Adeline::
::Jennifer::
::Stella::
::Stella n wei rong::
::wei rong::
::Jing ting::
::Hao Woah::
::Hui Mei::
::Ben::
::Kay Yam::
::Darius::
::My friendster bloggy::
::Ti Ooi::
::Wendy peiwen::
::peikun::
::yusong::
::vonne::
::Sabrina::
::Zaiqian::
::Pauline::
::Marcus..wei cong lar::
::PHOTOS AT CHALET::
::photos of training session::
::photos of chalet 2::
::asian aerospace::
::SILOSO RESORT( 2ND ANNI)::
::KEPPEL SEA SCAN DND 2007::

For You my Kellz
Give me a little trust,
I love you with my whole heart,
I do anything for you just for you...
It's not just about loving you,
It's all about putting my heart into yours,
It's all about seeing your brillant smile,
It's all about seeing you being happy,
It's all about hugging you, holding you,
It's all about watching you shy, joy , sad ,touch
Basically,
It's All About You....
kellyn...i love you till the end...
dote you lyk hell and heaven...
Mish you as if the next day will dooms day....
Embrace you into my arms with all mights...
Be by your side when you need someone...
Lend you my shoulder if you wana cry...
Give you my arm if you wana bite...
Let you punch me when you angry...
Let you nag at me when you wan a listening ear... Love you love you love you love you and you!!!!!